I always look forward to them because in my mind it means time to “relax”, but around 3 or 4PM I stop and ask myself “What the fuck am I doing with my life?”

I’ve gotten so used to working and training or just being out, that days like this feel like such a waste even though I should take advantage of these days to rest up and let my mind an body recover from the gym. I’m not saying I don’t want days off, but I can’t help but feel that days like this could always be used to do something productive to help future along. I’m real tempted to go to the gym, but I’m going to keep myself put and rest up because I worked all last weekend along with work + the gym Monday-Wednesday.

Or maybe being at the gym or practicing is my idea of relaxing.